• Friday was b-day (no NOT the beyonce album). it started off as shit. i dont know what happened, but it was absolutely awful. Some crap at work might have insited it. Or the fact that my really close friends forgot. Who knows. What made it better you ask? At lunch, the other co-ops got me cupcakes and lite bday candles for me. So sweet! i couldnt get over how sweet they were, and i've only known them for a month and a half. I left work early and went shopping with my mamma and went for a nice dinner at upper crust. Its amazing how good shopping can make ya feel! Shane came up from Calgary for my bday celebrations which were at the stonehouse. They were random and low key, but good times. The people i expected to show up didn't, and those that i didn't expect, did! The unexpected faces were a nice change and was good to see them.


• Saturday - business planning from 10 am - 9:30pm. i dont think i need to say more


• Sunday - my other job. i dont think i need to say more. we went for bday dinner with my aunt. after losing our order, Earl's gave our entrees for free! thanks for the bday gift, Earls

Monday was all around awful. just awful. Again, people surprised me. The people that i expected to lean on, weren't really there and those that I didn't even think of, were totally there when i needed them! Yes that does sound vague, but im just surprised i guess.

Its definetly been a very hard and weird month, but this last week definetly takes the cake. I find myself not knowing how to react anymore. I used to be such a 'sure' person.. but thats changing in a way. for the better or for the worse..who knows!